Julia. 24.
I don't think you're ready for this jelly.
ive been out of the house once a week it seems to go to my brothers house. ive been to the grocery store twice a month it seems like. i have been to the craft store to buy fabric. im learning to sew. i feel like a 24 year old recluse. im not dealing well with my illness i feel like ppl are always talking about me. seeing things. bad mood swings too.
I’m gonna go sew and shit
we’re getting CRAZay this friday
My parents must weep at what a rebel I am
drinking tea and sewing
how badass
I wear my grandma’s clothes. I look incredible.
I’m sorry, the opportunity presented itself. But, really, this is a dress my grandmother gave me to “raise the hem” and wear. Ehh, I did a bit more than that. (Note: My face in the left photo wasn’t intentional. That was honestly my reaction to having it on.)
It was about two sizes too big so I spent about an hour and a half working on it. It was chopped off, sleeves removed, shoulders brought it, neckline raised, and tailored through the middle. I don’t think it’s really obvious how much I did to it but at the same time I don’t think it really looks like the same dress.
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…I didn’t even realize half of the things I typed…that I was feeling like that…
Now I’m crying. Thank you whoever made this.
This helped me vent today
That was incredible.
i don’t know why… but i feel like crying :/ this is such a nice thing. thank you.
this is such a beautiful idea, I love whoever made this.
Whoever made this; Thank you from the bottom of my heart. This is amazing. Just, believe me.
What the hell D:
The stuff I was typing I didn’t even know I felt.
I was using this website this morning and I started crying because I had no idea half the stuff was even on my mind, it was things that I hadn’t told anyone and hadn’t even told myself, and it really, really made me feel so much better.
Sometimes I’m not even really upset and I come here and feel so much better after just thinking things through. It lets you get so much off your chest, it’s great.
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#kids are allowed to be selfish #in order to create their own healthy personality #they are allowed to demand anything you want and don’t want to give #but dean is no parent #he isn’t the mother that is supposed to be selfless and giving #he is a child himself sam’s brother #under normal circumstances you can’t expect from dean to give into sams begging #yet he does exactly what you expect from a mother #giving up giving in #he did it since he was more or less four year old #to give sam anything that resembles a normal life for him to grow up and become the adult he now his #dean had to neglect his own childhood #he never grew up to be healthy #he was john’s caretaker in a really disturbing way #he was sam’s sort of parent #he is a soldier #he is tortured and traumatized and made into a tool more than one time #he is a human shaped mess of trauma and guilt #a hero a brother a friend a saviour a protector a caretaker #but you know never just dean #because ‘dean’ little precious dean burned alongside his mother on a ceiling all those years ago (via godkillinghimself)
I am so done
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sometimes i get really irrationally upset by the fact that i’d probably never make it through starfleet academy
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