April 2012
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lost quite classically -: sonnet-130: : important... →
sonnet-130: : important announcement guys my-journey-my-thoughts: maiamorgan: queerhairyvag: being-lola-star: queerhairyvag: DO NOT EVER OFFEND WHITE PEOPLE BY CALLING THEM IGNORANT CRACKERS, IT HURTS THEIR FEELS. DONT EVEN THINK OF CALLING OUT STRAIGHT PEOPLE’S… I’m responding to the “white tears” and I’ve seen several times “White tears...
Apr 1st
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: important announcement guys →
my-journey-my-thoughts: maiamorgan: queerhairyvag: being-lola-star: queerhairyvag: DO NOT EVER OFFEND WHITE PEOPLE BY CALLING THEM IGNORANT CRACKERS, IT HURTS THEIR FEELS. DONT EVEN THINK OF CALLING OUT STRAIGHT PEOPLE’S PRIVILEGES.  IF YOU SAY ‘DIE- CIS SCUM’ YOU CLEARLY WANT ALL CIS PEOPLE TO DIE. PERIOD.  DO NOT SAY ALL MEN ARE JERKS, THAT IS OFFENSIVE AND REALLY MEAN TO THOSE...
Apr 1st
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if you know of or ever heard of joss whedon, can...
demondetoxmanual: ima-tv-junkie: Buffy, Angel, Dollhouse… amazing don’t forget Firefly
Apr 1st
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March 2012
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android-pigstina replied to your photoset: Auggie Adorable!! Thanks!  He’s my baby!!
Mar 31st
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lost quite classically -: As most of you know, I... →
android-pigstina: As most of you know, I live with two of my friends, Miles and Misha (and Miles’s family). Misha just texted me, telling me how she was frustrated because Miles and Ryan rushed her out of the house to go to McDonald’s for breakfast, but they didn’t give her enough time to eat here (and she didn’t… I take that back, when it comes to sharing and paying for eachother,...
Mar 31st
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I was dreaming in Tumblr last night
sonnet-130: Like when you play Tetris right before bed and everything you dream about starts falling and fitting together.  Unless it’s a nightmare.  Then it’s piling up and you lose and get a shiv to the kidney. This has been happening a lot lately… during naps
Mar 31st
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Mar 31st
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ListenRegina Spektor’s “Better” Sung...
Mar 31st
Put a Musical in my Ask...
thetreesarefullofstarlight: And I’ll tell you… My Favorite Song: My Least Favorite Song: My Dream Role: Go for it..
Mar 31st
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Mar 31st
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I just want you to know
That come April Fool’s Day, I will be putty in your hands.  Please be kind.
Mar 31st
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Mar 30th
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folie-a-une replied to your post: I just took a 6 1/2 hour nap right after waking up… Which injectable? Invega Sustenna, but it’s supposed to be GREAT. 
Mar 30th
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“We’re all influenced by movies and big American shows, the Joss Whedon stuff,...”
– Director Julian Simpson (The Rebel Flesh) on what it’s like shooting a “mini-movie each week” for Doctor Who Series 7. (via doctorwho)
Mar 30th
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I just took a 6 1/2 hour nap right after waking up from a good night’s sleep……. injectables, I think there’s a side effect.
Mar 30th
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android-pigstina replied to your post: android-pigstina replied to your post:… But isn’t schizoaffective basically schizophrenia with a mood disorder? I know many with schizoaffective who consider themselves schizophrenic. My only thing is I feel like they are saying I am obviously schizoaffective because I have normal feelings.  I just don’t agree with it.  And I didn’t feel...
Mar 30th
There needs to be a "Shit people say to people... →
littlegoldenapple: sonnet-130: littlegoldenapple: maiamorgan: alexandraerin: risingkraken: littlegoldenapple: helloelloh: littlegoldenapple: It can say things like “It’s just a phone call” “But you don’t LOOK sick” “If you would just get more sleep and exercise…” “Veganism will fix that!” “Schizophrenia is like having a blog” “It’s all in your head” “You’re just lazy” ...
Mar 30th
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There needs to be a "Shit people say to people... →
littlegoldenapple: maiamorgan: alexandraerin: risingkraken: littlegoldenapple: helloelloh: littlegoldenapple: It can say things like “It’s just a phone call” “But you don’t LOOK sick” “If you would just get more sleep and exercise…” “Veganism will fix that!” “Schizophrenia is like having a blog” “It’s all in your head” “You’re just lazy” “Depression? Don’t be ridiculous,...
Mar 30th
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android-pigstina replied to your post: blurred-speech replied to your post: Dr appt… What do you think you have? I’ve always thought I have schizophrenia.  It makes the most sense.  My first diagnosis was drug induced psychosis, then schizophrenia.  But right before I got really sick I told my mom I thought I was becoming schizophrenic, and low and behold I was REALLY effing right....
Mar 30th
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blurred-speech replied to your post: Dr appt yesterday Ah thats so silly. I don’t think you’re schizoaffective. I completely understand. Emotions don’t make us people, they just make us patients. It’s not fair. Thank you!! That’s exactly how I felt! It was ridiculous.  I felt like I was being ganged up on.  It was completely from left field.  Just because I was happy to be near someone my...
Mar 30th
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isolatedstruggle replied to your post: isolatedstruggle replied to your post:… Ahh, that’s cool then. I know what you mean. I should see about my mother getting into classes like that. They are called “Family to Family” they are supposedly amazing :)
Mar 29th
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Mar 29th
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Thank you!
To all my old and new followers alike.  You are all fabulous and beautiful!!! XOXO Julia
Mar 29th
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luxetpaxchriste: St. Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle. Be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the Devil. May God rebuke him, we humbly pray, and do thou, O Prince of the heavenly hosts, by the power of God, thrust into hell Satan, and all the evil spirits, who prowl about the world seeking the ruin of souls. Amen. Read...
Mar 29th
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So I forgot my meds for about an hour last...
Which was just long enough to meet “The Doctor” again. Key-God equals Real God god equals hallucination [[MORE]]So I’ve known who the Dr represents for a little while now.  He’s what’s left of the “Angry god” from my second hospitalization.  But I proved him not to be God and now he’s been taken down to “The Doctor”  Not the Jolly...
Mar 29th
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isolatedstruggle replied to your post: isolatedstruggle replied to your post:… Yeah, it’s the same with mine. She referred to me talking to myself as if that’s what’s going on, instead of voices in my head. My mom took classes in schizophrenia from NAMI as soon as I was diagnosed and is going to start her masters in mental health counseling next year.  She understands a lot.  She just...
Mar 29th
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isolatedstruggle replied to your post: isolatedstruggle replied to your post:… I think a little depression is normal for anybody, especially when you have to deal with schizophrenia. Something I didn’t say earlier is that parents can screw everything up XP Yeah, my mom means well, but she honestly has no idea what’s going on inside my head. 
Mar 29th
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folie-a-une replied to your post: isolatedstruggle replied to your post: Dr appt… Schizoaffective is my diagnosis as well. My emotions range form numb to apathetic and back except when I get into extreme rages. Same with me except I don’t have extreme much of anything.  I have very rare crying spells, but that’s about it.  And those last about a minute usually…
Mar 29th
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isolatedstruggle replied to your post: isolatedstruggle replied to your post: Dr appt… Based off my conversations with you I would not have pegged you as schizoaffective because you don’t seem bipolar or crushingly depressed. I think your diagnosis of schizophrenia should stand, if you’d like my opinion. I would love your opinion! Thank you :) I am depressed, but it’s well managed....
Mar 29th
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isolatedstruggle replied to your post: Dr appt yesterday Schizoaffective is my diagnosis :) Don’t get me wrong, my dr is great and all, but I just think it’s completely wrong for me.  I tend to be at the same level at all times, I think.  I don’t have a real firm grasp of my moods, but that’s because I’m a pretty numb person…. does any of this sound familiar? ...
Mar 29th
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Dr appt yesterday
I started Invega Sustenna (Injectable) and my arm is killing me and also my doctor is thinking about changing my diagnosis to schizoaffective… to which I completely disagree.  I feel like it’s because I have emotions occasionally.  My mom was there and told the doctor that I talk a lot sometimes.  So what! I spend most of my time alone, you would talk a lot too!  And then she said I...
Mar 29th
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[[MORE]]re-evaluating a lot of things. lots of things on my mind. doctor’s appt tomorrow.  going to exhaust this invega 12 mg until it quits on me, instead of switching really want to start dreaming again…. well remembering them…. I’d rather be masochistically delusional than so stuck and miserable…. I want to be in the timeslip again. They don’t need...
Mar 28th
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ListenAni DiFranco’s Subdivision Sung by...
Mar 27th
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Mar 27th
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blurred-speech replied to your post: Schizophrenia Girl I avoid mirrors as much as possible. I only avoid mirrors in the morning.  My eyes are so dead awake.  They are so wide.  They look like I’m waking up from a trip….
Mar 27th
where the fuck be all the natives
My city park, Tawawa Highschool I graduated from Piqua “Indians” Town near by Tippecanoe Miami valley, Miami river and Miami county No natives! My area is mostly german… My thoughts as im having strange dream fasting hallucinations..
Mar 27th
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Goin to bed loves today has been
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Mar 27th
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I just reached my ask limit :(
Mar 27th
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Schizophrenia Girl
Trigger Warning: Delusions and Scary Shit from my head [[MORE]]I looked in a mirror once And another girl looked back She was from another universe She had nothing to do with this space Her eyes watched me As I communicated with her                                 Silently                                      Violently                                            Still                           ...
Mar 27th
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The Vagina Wielders: On cultural appropriation and... →
vaginawielders: I love Tumblr because I actually learn something. A new song, a new artist, or someones point of view. I can credit Tumblr for changing my views on rape. It took 21 years, and then a couple words on Tumblr and I suddenly see where everything is wrong. I started to see a lot of stuff on here that… Thought my beautiful followers would like this.
Mar 27th
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blurred-speech replied to your post: I’ve lost 11 lbs! CONGRATS! That’s awesome! I’ll do ten pushups (oh god) for you! Thanks!! Oh no!! :)
Mar 26th